Post by Launa on Jul 1, 2010 19:19:15 GMT -8
Introduction: This started as a fun, no-pressure piece I wrote simply to explore my character "Darlin'" from the Leather Ladybird comic book series. I found I really liked it, though, and decided to post it here.
This isn't the entire story (obviously) and I have more to add later. For now, enjoy
There’s something freeing about writing to you like this. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this headset, guiding controls and writing letters with a twitch of my eye. I don’t even have to speak aloud to put my thoughts onto virtual paper. I play with the idea of sending them to you. But I never will. Freedom in expression without giving offense. It's a dream come true.
The streets are cold tonight. It’s been more than a decade since I last walked them. I remember the dark. I don’t remember the cold. It had been easy then to go from being a soldier to a police officer. Even a private, high-security team like the Bes Squadron. Now all I want is to come home. To you.
My arm hurts. The wiring in my shoulder is off. Neon tech is so much more advanced than military tech. A team of specialists did my last upgrade and round of maintenance. I don’t think they know what they’re doing. It never hurts when you do it.
She switched off the private log and crouched along a corner of the alleyway. The back streets of one of the many refugee districts in Cairo were far from empty, but it was late enough that no one was asking questions.
“Any sign of him?” Kaf’s voice rang loud in her headset. She shuddered once. After so many years their voices were familiar, almost second nature. She had worked with them for years. Before Charlie had dubbed her “Darlin’.” Before meeting Strawberry. Before the Neon and Leather Ladybird and everything that had woven into her life. Back when she lived every day in secret, when they had called her “Mewet.” Mother in Ancient Egyptian. Going back was surreal. But still she heard Kaf’s baritone voice and it was like nothing had changed. She wished they had allowed Strawberry to come. But Strawberry was busy immersed in cyberspace tracking the cracker that has been breaking down Neon security systems. And she wasn't a member of Bes Squadron.
“Not yet.”
“Madu and I are approaching the park where the first attack took place. Maybe ol’ slice and dice is there.”
“Don’t be crass, Kaf.”
“Refugees say he’s a cybernetic experiment gone wrong.” Zaid’s soft, deep voice flitted over the connection.
“Where are you, Zaid?” she questioned.
“With Seth in the subway tunnels just beneath Kaf and Madu. In order to mummify the heads of his victims so quickly, he would need a steady source of air and…”
Darlin’ tuned out the rest of Zaid’s information. She shuddered. She remembered seeing the heads found around the city. She remembered the looks on the victim’s dead faces as they were unwrapped and studied by local forensics. All were severed while the victim was alive, their faces contorted in agony and terror. All were freshly mummified with protection amulets stuffed in their mouths. She didn’t need to know the exact process that could have made them. She just needed to know who was doing it and how to stop it.
She knew the Egyptian government suspected fouler play than a mere serial killer. One of the victims had been a leader during the Sudanese refugee riots a few decades back. Darlin' couldn't find any evidence that the killing was more than coincidence, but she wouldn't have been called back to the Squad if they didn't suspect a threat to national security.
“Mewet. You'll want to get down here. I think we found the base of his operations.” Seth's voice was tight.
“Are there any bodies?” she questioned as she stepped quickly out into the street. Half-lit neon signs cast an eerie glow on closed market carts and boarded up shops. Trash and empty beer bottles jangled as she inadvertently kicked them with her boots. Her eyes flickered across the faces of everyone she passed. No one looked twice at her.
“Just get down here.”
By the time she reached the entrance to the subway, Kaf and Madu were standing along the abandoned loading platform. Madu's hands were tucked into the pockets of his long, black jacket. His eyes burned. Kaf's hand was on his gun.
“It's in one of the old maintenance rooms,” Kaf stated, all of the earlier humor in his voice gone. They leapt down onto the tracks and Kaf led her deep into the tunnel system toward the room as Madu continued on, searching for any sign that the killer was nearby. She reached the maintenance room where Zaid was crouched over another mummified, severed head, carefully sealing it in an air-tight evidence bin. The stains on his gloves were deep red and dry. The victim had been dead for some time.
“No sign of the body. We found the head on the back table along with a few tools. And video equipment.”
Kaf swore softly. “Creep was filming the murders?”
“Perhaps,” Zaid responded. “We found a few discs but will have to analyze them in the lab.”
“I'll put a call out on the black market. He could be selling them.”
Darlin' shuddered.
“I have a police team coming to stake out this room in case our man comes back, but I doubt he will. Most of his necessary supplies are gone. He probably moves bases. And once he sees that we've been here, he won't come back,” Kaf stated.
Seth walked up to her and placed his large, rough hand on her shoulder, pulling her away from the others. Darlin' looked up at him. She was always surprised by the silver in his hair. He had been the first in the squadron. And he had aged the most since she'd been away.
He reached into an evidence bag and pulled out a bloody dogtag.
“This was sitting next to the head.”
She glanced down at the dogtag and froze. Zahir Alam.
“Is it him?”
“We won't know until we can safely analyze the head. You served with him, didn't you?”
Darlin' nodded slowly. “I helped train him.” She could see Zahir's face in her mind. He had been so young. So scared. They had fought together in Sudan and along the southern Egyptian border.
“Do you know where his family is?”
“He didn't have one that I know of. But it's been a long time.”
"He doesn't fit the victim profile. He was a native Egyptian, yes?"
"Yes."
Darlin ' took a deep breath and Seth glanced down at her. She knew what he was thinking. "When you knew Zahir, did he show any sign of mental instability?"
Darlin's lips curled back from her teeth. "We were fighting in the middle of a genocide. We were all mentally unstable. But he didn't show any signs of criminal insanity."
"What about an interest in ancient Egyptian religion?'
"Not that I knew of. We didn't serve together long."
"But you remember him."
Darlin' fell silent for a moment and stared down at the dogtag. “If he moves, why leave the head?”
“I don't know.”
“Do you think the killer knows we're following him?” she asked.
“I have a feeling we'll know a lot more when we unwrap the head.”
Darlin' paced her room, her fingers clenched in her hair, still wet from her shower, before dropping heavily onto her bed. Her eyes locked on the ceiling. She absentmindedly rubbed the joint in her right shoulder where her cybernetic arm attached to her bones. She couldn't get Zahir's face out of her mind. It was no wonder she remembered him. He had been there on the night the war had become too much for her. When she had watched hundreds of refugees massacred in her own country. When she had been ordered not to interfere.
Her thoughts drifted back to Strawberry. Darlin' knew that when she returned home she'd find Strawberry exhausted, thinner and jacked into the internet. The threat to the Neon was still vague. A series of hacks and cracks threatening the community and the AI proprietors. Darlin' had suspected some punk Terrapyre or lucky human messing with the unknown, but the work was clean. Very clean. And where Strawberry was usually ten steps ahead, she was constantly playing catch up. It infuriated her. She was obsessive. This was the worst time for Darlin' to be called away. But Bes Squadron was a lifetime commitment. They may have officially released her from her duties, but Darlin' knew they kept tabs on her whereabouts and, without their support, the Egyptian military would go after her on charges of desertion during her army days. They would kill her. And probably Strawberry, too. It was better to indulge them. At least until the Neon could truly make her disappear.
She grabbed her headset and opened her log once again, lingering over a picture of Strawberry she had saved nearly a year ago. Strawberry looked so unamused. Her normally reserved face was twisted in a look of annoyance. She hated pictures. Darlin' felt her eyes soften and a slow smile come to her lips. For a moment she stopped thinking of the severed head in the forensics lab.
It's good work we do. I know that. And I know why we must continue to fight. But the more I think about my limits and fears and the nature of this work the more I want to cast it all aside and fall gasping into your arms.
Darlin' paused. It was hardly the most provocative thing she had ever written about the woman she shared her life with but could not share her love with. But the image, the sensation, of standing in Strawberry's arms suddenly wrapped around her. She could feel her strong hands on her waist and the warmth of Strawberry's breath on her shoulder. She shuddered and gasped once.
The shrill ring of her telephone broke the silence of her room and she jumped. She flicked off her log and reached for the phone.
“Hello?”
“Zaid's finished his investigation on the head. They want us here for debriefing,” Seth explained.
“I'll be right there.”
She climbed out of bed and ran her fingers through her hair. Her hands shook as she pulled her jacket on and walked out onto the street.
"The victim is Eshi Kouri. She was a legalized refugee from Sudan, and worked as a shop keeper at the park above the subway entrance," Zaid announced.
Darlin's brow knit. "Not Zahir Alam?"
"No. As far as I can tell, she had no relation to Zahir Alam. Madu is headed to his house. At least his last recorded house. His public records are sparse."
"I wish I were with him." Darlin' turned as Kaf entered the room. His normally tied back hair was loose around his pale face. "The discs we found at the subway were blank. But I found something on the market." He dropped a small, unmarked case on the table before Zaid. "The entirety of each death. Ms. Eshi Kouri's murder hit the markets this morning."
"You read my report?" Zaid asked.
"No. He makes them say their names." Kaf shuddered. He closed his eyes as he continued. "There's no direct evidence of who the murderer is or what he does with the bodies. The angles are tight on the victim and the murderer wears unmarked gloves. He rarely speaks, but when he does it's filtered. I've sent copies to the lab for review, but I doubt they'll find much."
"Did you find the distributors?" Seth questioned.
"The usuals. I brought them in for questioning but the discs are delivered anonymously. This guy is smart and hides his tracks."
Seth sighed. "Which amulet was found in the mouth of the latest victim?"
"A vulture amulet of Isis," Zaid commented.
"The mother goddess. Did the woman have any children?" Seth questioned.
"Two. They don't live far from the park. We've taken them into protective custody. If the killer knew about her children, he may be close to the family."
"It does appear to be evidence that he selects his victims carefully as opposed to at random."
Zaid's lips pursed and he clipped on his communication device. "Madu? Do you have status?"
"I need the team down here now."
"Have you apprehended Zahir?"
"No. But I found a head in his freezer."
This isn't the entire story (obviously) and I have more to add later. For now, enjoy
~*~
There’s something freeing about writing to you like this. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to this headset, guiding controls and writing letters with a twitch of my eye. I don’t even have to speak aloud to put my thoughts onto virtual paper. I play with the idea of sending them to you. But I never will. Freedom in expression without giving offense. It's a dream come true.
The streets are cold tonight. It’s been more than a decade since I last walked them. I remember the dark. I don’t remember the cold. It had been easy then to go from being a soldier to a police officer. Even a private, high-security team like the Bes Squadron. Now all I want is to come home. To you.
My arm hurts. The wiring in my shoulder is off. Neon tech is so much more advanced than military tech. A team of specialists did my last upgrade and round of maintenance. I don’t think they know what they’re doing. It never hurts when you do it.
She switched off the private log and crouched along a corner of the alleyway. The back streets of one of the many refugee districts in Cairo were far from empty, but it was late enough that no one was asking questions.
“Any sign of him?” Kaf’s voice rang loud in her headset. She shuddered once. After so many years their voices were familiar, almost second nature. She had worked with them for years. Before Charlie had dubbed her “Darlin’.” Before meeting Strawberry. Before the Neon and Leather Ladybird and everything that had woven into her life. Back when she lived every day in secret, when they had called her “Mewet.” Mother in Ancient Egyptian. Going back was surreal. But still she heard Kaf’s baritone voice and it was like nothing had changed. She wished they had allowed Strawberry to come. But Strawberry was busy immersed in cyberspace tracking the cracker that has been breaking down Neon security systems. And she wasn't a member of Bes Squadron.
“Not yet.”
“Madu and I are approaching the park where the first attack took place. Maybe ol’ slice and dice is there.”
“Don’t be crass, Kaf.”
“Refugees say he’s a cybernetic experiment gone wrong.” Zaid’s soft, deep voice flitted over the connection.
“Where are you, Zaid?” she questioned.
“With Seth in the subway tunnels just beneath Kaf and Madu. In order to mummify the heads of his victims so quickly, he would need a steady source of air and…”
Darlin’ tuned out the rest of Zaid’s information. She shuddered. She remembered seeing the heads found around the city. She remembered the looks on the victim’s dead faces as they were unwrapped and studied by local forensics. All were severed while the victim was alive, their faces contorted in agony and terror. All were freshly mummified with protection amulets stuffed in their mouths. She didn’t need to know the exact process that could have made them. She just needed to know who was doing it and how to stop it.
She knew the Egyptian government suspected fouler play than a mere serial killer. One of the victims had been a leader during the Sudanese refugee riots a few decades back. Darlin' couldn't find any evidence that the killing was more than coincidence, but she wouldn't have been called back to the Squad if they didn't suspect a threat to national security.
“Mewet. You'll want to get down here. I think we found the base of his operations.” Seth's voice was tight.
“Are there any bodies?” she questioned as she stepped quickly out into the street. Half-lit neon signs cast an eerie glow on closed market carts and boarded up shops. Trash and empty beer bottles jangled as she inadvertently kicked them with her boots. Her eyes flickered across the faces of everyone she passed. No one looked twice at her.
“Just get down here.”
By the time she reached the entrance to the subway, Kaf and Madu were standing along the abandoned loading platform. Madu's hands were tucked into the pockets of his long, black jacket. His eyes burned. Kaf's hand was on his gun.
“It's in one of the old maintenance rooms,” Kaf stated, all of the earlier humor in his voice gone. They leapt down onto the tracks and Kaf led her deep into the tunnel system toward the room as Madu continued on, searching for any sign that the killer was nearby. She reached the maintenance room where Zaid was crouched over another mummified, severed head, carefully sealing it in an air-tight evidence bin. The stains on his gloves were deep red and dry. The victim had been dead for some time.
“No sign of the body. We found the head on the back table along with a few tools. And video equipment.”
Kaf swore softly. “Creep was filming the murders?”
“Perhaps,” Zaid responded. “We found a few discs but will have to analyze them in the lab.”
“I'll put a call out on the black market. He could be selling them.”
Darlin' shuddered.
“I have a police team coming to stake out this room in case our man comes back, but I doubt he will. Most of his necessary supplies are gone. He probably moves bases. And once he sees that we've been here, he won't come back,” Kaf stated.
Seth walked up to her and placed his large, rough hand on her shoulder, pulling her away from the others. Darlin' looked up at him. She was always surprised by the silver in his hair. He had been the first in the squadron. And he had aged the most since she'd been away.
He reached into an evidence bag and pulled out a bloody dogtag.
“This was sitting next to the head.”
She glanced down at the dogtag and froze. Zahir Alam.
“Is it him?”
“We won't know until we can safely analyze the head. You served with him, didn't you?”
Darlin' nodded slowly. “I helped train him.” She could see Zahir's face in her mind. He had been so young. So scared. They had fought together in Sudan and along the southern Egyptian border.
“Do you know where his family is?”
“He didn't have one that I know of. But it's been a long time.”
"He doesn't fit the victim profile. He was a native Egyptian, yes?"
"Yes."
Darlin ' took a deep breath and Seth glanced down at her. She knew what he was thinking. "When you knew Zahir, did he show any sign of mental instability?"
Darlin's lips curled back from her teeth. "We were fighting in the middle of a genocide. We were all mentally unstable. But he didn't show any signs of criminal insanity."
"What about an interest in ancient Egyptian religion?'
"Not that I knew of. We didn't serve together long."
"But you remember him."
Darlin' fell silent for a moment and stared down at the dogtag. “If he moves, why leave the head?”
“I don't know.”
“Do you think the killer knows we're following him?” she asked.
“I have a feeling we'll know a lot more when we unwrap the head.”
~*~
Darlin' paced her room, her fingers clenched in her hair, still wet from her shower, before dropping heavily onto her bed. Her eyes locked on the ceiling. She absentmindedly rubbed the joint in her right shoulder where her cybernetic arm attached to her bones. She couldn't get Zahir's face out of her mind. It was no wonder she remembered him. He had been there on the night the war had become too much for her. When she had watched hundreds of refugees massacred in her own country. When she had been ordered not to interfere.
Her thoughts drifted back to Strawberry. Darlin' knew that when she returned home she'd find Strawberry exhausted, thinner and jacked into the internet. The threat to the Neon was still vague. A series of hacks and cracks threatening the community and the AI proprietors. Darlin' had suspected some punk Terrapyre or lucky human messing with the unknown, but the work was clean. Very clean. And where Strawberry was usually ten steps ahead, she was constantly playing catch up. It infuriated her. She was obsessive. This was the worst time for Darlin' to be called away. But Bes Squadron was a lifetime commitment. They may have officially released her from her duties, but Darlin' knew they kept tabs on her whereabouts and, without their support, the Egyptian military would go after her on charges of desertion during her army days. They would kill her. And probably Strawberry, too. It was better to indulge them. At least until the Neon could truly make her disappear.
She grabbed her headset and opened her log once again, lingering over a picture of Strawberry she had saved nearly a year ago. Strawberry looked so unamused. Her normally reserved face was twisted in a look of annoyance. She hated pictures. Darlin' felt her eyes soften and a slow smile come to her lips. For a moment she stopped thinking of the severed head in the forensics lab.
It's good work we do. I know that. And I know why we must continue to fight. But the more I think about my limits and fears and the nature of this work the more I want to cast it all aside and fall gasping into your arms.
Darlin' paused. It was hardly the most provocative thing she had ever written about the woman she shared her life with but could not share her love with. But the image, the sensation, of standing in Strawberry's arms suddenly wrapped around her. She could feel her strong hands on her waist and the warmth of Strawberry's breath on her shoulder. She shuddered and gasped once.
The shrill ring of her telephone broke the silence of her room and she jumped. She flicked off her log and reached for the phone.
“Hello?”
“Zaid's finished his investigation on the head. They want us here for debriefing,” Seth explained.
“I'll be right there.”
She climbed out of bed and ran her fingers through her hair. Her hands shook as she pulled her jacket on and walked out onto the street.
~*~
"The victim is Eshi Kouri. She was a legalized refugee from Sudan, and worked as a shop keeper at the park above the subway entrance," Zaid announced.
Darlin's brow knit. "Not Zahir Alam?"
"No. As far as I can tell, she had no relation to Zahir Alam. Madu is headed to his house. At least his last recorded house. His public records are sparse."
"I wish I were with him." Darlin' turned as Kaf entered the room. His normally tied back hair was loose around his pale face. "The discs we found at the subway were blank. But I found something on the market." He dropped a small, unmarked case on the table before Zaid. "The entirety of each death. Ms. Eshi Kouri's murder hit the markets this morning."
"You read my report?" Zaid asked.
"No. He makes them say their names." Kaf shuddered. He closed his eyes as he continued. "There's no direct evidence of who the murderer is or what he does with the bodies. The angles are tight on the victim and the murderer wears unmarked gloves. He rarely speaks, but when he does it's filtered. I've sent copies to the lab for review, but I doubt they'll find much."
"Did you find the distributors?" Seth questioned.
"The usuals. I brought them in for questioning but the discs are delivered anonymously. This guy is smart and hides his tracks."
Seth sighed. "Which amulet was found in the mouth of the latest victim?"
"A vulture amulet of Isis," Zaid commented.
"The mother goddess. Did the woman have any children?" Seth questioned.
"Two. They don't live far from the park. We've taken them into protective custody. If the killer knew about her children, he may be close to the family."
"It does appear to be evidence that he selects his victims carefully as opposed to at random."
Zaid's lips pursed and he clipped on his communication device. "Madu? Do you have status?"
"I need the team down here now."
"Have you apprehended Zahir?"
"No. But I found a head in his freezer."